I don't know where to begin with since I just feel like writing something.. So basically I just blurt out anything I feel right now, no second thought.. sincere from the heart...
LIFE, a four letter word that describe your world. Everything you see and feel, experienced through out a definite journey only god knows when to end it.. It is pitiful how we lead our lives as we are too consumed with this material world.. I am too, somehow drowned in it.. but what has it turn myself into? A lonely individual.
We are living in the world where, competition matters, survival of the fittest outweigh everything else, including your morale and values.. uproot you, diminish you bit by bit.. The concrete jungle bounding my everyday life made me to be a a lifeless, rigid robot.. Although I have toughen up my exterior shell, so I can look as if I am ready to face the world, but deep down inside I still have my soft side, cheesy mushy part of me that somehow I am too embarrassed to show to people. I know somehow I am weak.. emotionally dependent.. fragile. I always think that I am insignificant, worthless.. but I do believe every souls god has created has its own purpose and destined for something..
Well, hopefully my destiny god has set for me leads to a happy ending.. =)
